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FM.. cont..

so i think the family decided to tell the media about his condition, heard it from Ms C and PEP  

please please please..

Medical City accepts blood donations of any type.. if you are intereted please let me know..

my ym id is: dalinggai

i will  give you more information on how you can help..

we are asking for your prayers..

thanks..

adaline

FM..

i grew up listening to his songs. i dont know how it started but i remember singing his songs. i fell in love with cold summer nights at a young age, i knew then that the song has something to do with love and passion and longingness. i heard from his blog that he came up with a new album after 8 years.. (see more details magalona.com) back in the 90’s i remember having the latest albums in my hands with authograph and picture (cassette pa nun) and would tell other kids that i have the album and obviously those kids dont really care :p

the first ever concert that i’ve been to was his concert at the music museum i guess.. and i remember going with my tita and tito’s who are btw was on their 20’s and i was like 5 or 6.. its funny that i felt weird around older people dancing while i wear a ruffled dress, knee high socks and charoll mary janes..  but those days are memories. now i wanted to see him perform with chito of parokya ni edgar and jay of kamikaze.

fm, i hope to see you soon.. get well ok?

tokidoki..

yey monday!

me: ma, magluto ka nung isda na may sabaw yung puting isda, tska bangus,bopis,karekare,pancit molo,pata tim,tinapa,lugaw,adobong tuyo,dinuguan,shanghai,spagheti,buko pandan,mango royal.. hahaha joke lang!

mama: ano ba talaga ang gusto mong kainin para yun ang lulutuin ko?

me: lahat yun!

me: sige inihaw na bangus na lang..

mama: buko pandan/mango royale?

me: mango royale!

mood: happy

** daydreaming

busy as new york city..

may 2: work, payday, victoria’s secret, bath and body and california wok

may 3: work, the americana or the grove with kuya noel and sherille

may 4: long beach!!! with kuya noel and sherille

may 5: work, send box, the standard roof top with heidi, sherille and kuya noel

may 6: work, dinner at west covina with pam, clarrise, rabi and baby natalie

may 7: work, LAX!!!

may 8: just flying

may 9: manila

i am dont cha-ing..

dont i wish to be on a plane right now?  just finished breakfast, brushing  my teeth, changing clothes, putting on my shoes, feeling summer heat, and all excited to get out of the plane..

hhhmmm

daydreaming..

im worried…

its gonna be 10 more days.. but my boxes aren’t ready yet and i’m scared my bagages will be over weight! i dont know if i can still pack my clothes and shoes and bags!!! i dont wanna leave ‘em here.. im starting to get really frustrated..

charge to experience

in few hours im heading northern california to visit my family. im excited. the last time ate jen and i were together was in ‘97 and yeah time flies. i remember her during our reunio, one of her toe finger got infected with that she needs to buy "saklay" for her support. and after 10 years we will meet again. she’s already married to uncle dan. i haven’t met him but he seem to be a good guy. when i was younger like 5 or 6, ate jen would ask me to sleep in their house and promised me to give the pink huge dollhouse. i agreed. but fairview q.c. scared me alot back then. i felt so far away from my parents and i was sobing because im afraid they might not return me to my parents. the story ended and the dollhouse never made in our house. **sigh. if only i knew that there’s no way they are keeping me away from my papa and mama.

so today at 6pm im flying to san jose then driving to vallejo. hopefully, lolo pods, lola pacing, tita helen and allysha will visit us in lola flor’s place. cuz im not sure if i’d have a lot of time to spend with each family that i need to visit. it’s gonna be a busy weekend for me. i hope ate jen and i can go shopping. i want to see forever21 in sf. someone told me its a three storey store. it will drive me crazy! **sigh. if only i have so much to spend. golden gate fascinates me but i’m more excited in reuniting with my family. at least share a story or two from manila. catching up matters to our family. everybody loves everyone. sure there were conflicts, ups and downs, but its amazing how God makes wonders in our family.

im all excited and nervous. im travelling from downtown la to union station to lax ALONE. yes alone dear. im scared but i know i can make it to lax!

northern california tour update really soon..

xoxo

Top Ten: Food

1.sinigang na bangus sa bayabas

2.enseladang mangga

3.adobong tuyo

4.bopis

5.fruit salad

6.korean noodle and beef stew

7.kfc chicken original at last may gravy

8.mango royale

9.inihaw na tilapia/porkchop/chicken

10.kwek-kwek,fishballs,squidballs, etc..

happiness

You know some kids ask us what happiness really is.
Well, to me happiness is a hamburger, going to the movies, new clothes.
Well, what’s your happiness

My happiness is a hotdog sandwich, new rubber shoes, new t-shirts,
new jeans and also my favorite part of happiness is LOVE.

Happiness is two kinds of ice cream
Finding your skate key, telling the time
Happiness is learning to whistle
Tying your shoe for the very first time
Happiness is playing the drum in your own school band
And happiness is walking hand in hand

Happiness is five different crayons
Knowing a secret, climbing a tree
Happiness is finding a nickel
Catching a firefly, setting him free
Happiness is being alone every now and then
And happiness is coming home again

Happiness is morning and evening

Daytime and nighttime, too

For happiness is anyone and anything at all
That’s loved by you

Happiness is having a sister

Sharing a sandwich

Getting along
Happiness is singing together when day is through
And happiness is those who sing with you
Happiness is morning and evening
Daytime and nighttime, too
For happiness is anyone and anything at all
That’s loved by you

mood: cheerful

rebooked

finally..

PR103

LAX-MIA

0430 - 10:35 PM

0502 - 5:55 AM

im so **excited** and i just can’t hide it!

resize, polish or return

im not sure but i.. i am depressed. its not easy for me to admit but as i understand it im deeply depressed. nothing in this world could make me feel better. everything seems mixmatched. i dont know.. this hormone thing is driving me crazy. this chaotic world is taking my inner peace away. sure, i should not blame my issues on anything but im feeling kinda out of myself for the past few days. is it pre birthday sydrome?  at my age i should be partying. i should take things careless-ly, like dropping the martini glass is never an issue. i should be whinning. i should be getting wasted. i should be dancing barefoot. i should be loved (that sound like it doesn’t make any sense at all). i should but i couldn’t.

you see, the least person that i expect to upset me are the ones who just (unluckily) upsets me snap easy. and im defenseless. they want that. they hate that. they wish for this and that.. which left me with a confused-disoriented-panicky-bored-jumpingjack-sometimes-mulfunctioning mind that excretes weird juices that travels through my whole system. which by the way causes my depression..

or is it because

i lack sleep 

because aside from having regular tv shows i watch gossip girl on my ipod (btw, new ep 0421) whoooo..

i can’t seem to finish my shopping list

i need mooollllllaaaaahhh

i lack some lovin’

or

sanity is just so overrated

i know but still..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY B!

love, kisses and hugs..

-b-

good laugh.. well at least for me

hindi ko alam kung mababaw ako o ano pero natawa naman ako dito:

Lugar na pinanggalingan: São Paulo,
Brazil

Pagbigkas:
ah-vai-YAH-nas (Brazilian Portuguese) -tama naman pala ako
hah-vee-ah-naz (American English)
OMG!-hAH-va- yaH-naZz!! (Filipino)

Materyal na ginamit: Malupit na goma
(High-quality rubber).

Presyo: Hindi ko alam. Ganito na lang,
1 pares ng Havaianas = 100 pares ng
Spartan.

Mga nagsusuot: Mga konyotik at mga
mayaman.

Malulupit na katangian at kakayahan:
- Masarap isuot.
- "Shock-absorbent "
- Malambot ngunit matibay.
- Makukuha sa sandamakmak na kulay,
disenyo at burloloy.
- Maaaring isuot sa loob ng Starbucks.
- Mainam na pang-japorms.
- Mainam i-terno sa I-Pod at Caramel
Macchiato.
- Mapipilitan kang maglinis ng mga
kuko mo sa paa.
- Maaari ka nang mag-dikwatro sa loob
ng mga pampublikong lugar at sasakyan.
- Magiging "fashionable" ka kapag ikaw
ay nagkukuyakoy.

Olats na mga katangian:
Mahal!
Mahal!
Mahal!

Pangalan: Spartan

Lugar na Pinanggalingan: Metro Manila,
Philippines

Pagbigkas:
spar-tan (American English),
is-par-tan (Filipino).

Materyal na ginamit: Pipitsuging goma
(Low-quality rubber).

Presyo: Wala pang 50 pesos.
Isang pares ng Spartan = 20 piraso ng
pan de coco.

Mga nagsusuot: Ako at ang masa!
Nyahaha!

Malulupit na katangian at kakayahan:
- Maaring ipampatay sa ipis.
- Maaring ipampalo sa mga batang  — tama tama
suwail at damuho.
- Pwedeng ipanglusong sa baha at
putikan.
- Pwedeng ipamalengke.
- Mainam gamitin sa tumbang-preso.
- Mainam gawing "shield" kapag
naglalaro ng espa-espadahan.  — nakakatawa yung word na shield sa phrase nya
- Mainam isuot sa siko bilang
proteksyon habang naglalaro ng piko.
- Mainam na pambato sa picha o
shuttlecock na sumabit sa puno.
- Mainam na pangkulob sa pumuputok na
watusi.  — nostalgia baby
- Kapag ginupit-gupit nang
pahugis "cube," e maaari mo nang
gawing pamato sa larong Bingo na
kadalasang makikita sa mga lamay ng
patay).

Olats na mga katangian:
* Madaling magkawalaan kapag hinubad
dahil halos pare-pareho lang
ang hisura.
* Masakit isuot kapag may mga balahibo
ang mga daliri mo sa paa.
* Minsan kapag ipinambato mo ito sa
picha o shuttlecock na
nakasabit sa puno, e nadadamay pati
yung tsinelas.  — onga!

i’ll do my thing do yours..

thanks for the most sarcastic comment i’ve ever heard! you are the most difficult person i’ve ever met. you are delusional. swallheaded at times, well most of the times. and i hate you for that. you know why other people are agitated around you because you look at them as immature-ignorant-dependent-know-nothing people who tries so hard to survive life. but you know what.. you are nothing too. you think you’ve reached so far. i wish you will look at your life, your "so-called" achievements and your family. i wish you luck. in my mind, we dont count achievements with bank accounts, clothes, bags, and other lux you can count. its about making sense. its not just about you. it’s about people around you, people you touch and people who are inspired by you. you can go on do your thing i dont care..

oh well, unwell

daylight saving time is killing me.

i miss..

this is too early..

na inspire ako dun sa blog ni sweet (john lapuz) sa pep.. i was very busy pero minsan may naiisip akong sabihin sisimulan ko di na matatpos.

meron syang i wish and i want list. ako parati akong may wish list. whether for birthday or christmas madami ako laging gusto.

nung bata pa ko.. nung ako pa lang ang pamangkin ng mga kapatid ng mama ko naalala ko lage na pag mag christmas pinapapili nila ako ng regalo. tipong pinggan-pingganan, cash register or itong pang plantsa na may steam. pipili ako ng isa.. kasi yung iba para naman sa mga inaanak nila. pero pag babalutin na nila i would tell them na akin na lang yun kasi nga e nalaro ko na yung akin at gusto ko ng bago. i know for sure na naiinis sila, but the little brat insist. so wala talaga silang magagawa lalo na pag sinabi ni lolo ibigay nyo na umiiyak na yung bata. nadala ko yata yun hanggang lumaki na. madami akong gusto. pero ngayun malaki na ko (ay mali, matanda na ko) di ko na pwedeng hingin sa mga tito’t tita yung mga bagay na gusto ko. di na pwedeng iyak lang ang katapat.

simple lang naman din yung mga "i wants" ko. something i know i can work on it.

i want to be 90 lbs again, yung tipong xs na malaki paren tapos pag bibili ka ng pants sasabihin mo "smallest size please".. 25! wala kayung 24? - wala lang.. pero dito im size 0 pero short hahaha

i want to learn how to drive.. sa freeway yung tipong naka tapak ka lang sa gas..

i want to study again, masteral or another degree..

i want the nokia N82, kasi may gps navigator daw un.. yun nga lang di naman ako nag dri-drive sa pilipinas nho.. pero sobrang tuwang tuwa ako sa technology na yun di ka mawawala kahit anung disyerto ang daanan mo may signal..ganda.

i want to have my own place. technically i live "alone" (away from parents) now. yun nga lang i share a place with a friend. pero gusto ko yung ako lang talaga mag isa.. ako mag luluto, ako ang may lilinis, ako lang ang masusunod sa lahat ng gagawin ko. gusto ko lang i-try.. mahirap yun pero i’d love to learn.

i want another disneyland tour. kasi naman e, nung last visit ko walang fireworks- azarrr. windy daw kasi at foggy so bali wala daw yun.

i want to go to back to las vegas. — who doesn’t?

i want my wi-fi to finally work. nakakaconnect ako pero ayaw paren mag work nung lintek na safari na yun!

i want to hoard cetaphil and ship it to the p.i. - e ang mahal kasi dun e.

i want to finish all the chocolates on my desk. ayoko na kasi isauli dun sa pantry tska bukas na kasi ehehe..

i want my friends to be happy and contented. yun na.

i want to see amber, armayne, paolo ang boying.. i miss them really bad.

i want to know how to blog better.. alam mo yun nakakainggit yung ibang blog na ang gaganda ng entries.. oh well

i want to have my own babies. minsan naiisip ko sana ako din meron kasi ang cute nila. or minsan sa mga stores may nakikita ako, bigla kong maiisip sana sa anak ko pwede ko tong bilhin. mabibili ko, oo. pero wala naman pa akong anak nyeeek.

sa wish list naman.. simple lang. i wish.. yung america kasing layo lng ng cubao sa bahau para uwian na lang ako. pag nangyare yun masaya ako ng sobra.

ok.

nothing follows.

home

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

crybaby

naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako.  naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako.naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako. naiiyak ako…

ayoko ng ganitong nararamdaman. nakakainis. naiinis ako sa sarili ko. ang gulo gulo ng isip ko parang di na matatapos yung mga bagay na naiisip ko. feeling ko mag isa ako. feeling ko wala akong , matatakbuhan. naiisip ko panu na ako, naawa yata ako sa sarili ko. alam ko naman di dapat ganito nararamdaman ko pero wala akong ibang  maramdaman. sa tingin ko ang aura ko ngayun gray. gusto ko magteleport papaunta sa kwato ko dun ako iiyak. pag tapos nun maglalakad ako papuntang jru kakain ako ng kwek-kwek tska iinom ng shake. pero imposible na mangyare yun iisipin ko na lang. sa totoo lang sa totoo lang. ang hirap.

for my titos..

whose always been a fan of the beatles..

im. in. shock.

natuwa talaga ako nung dumating yung package kasi alam ko yun na yun eh. excited akong  mag upload ng mp3’s tska picture.

nung nakita ko si john lennon nagulat ako sabi ko yung box para kay kuya boyet dyan ko ilalagay ung tshirt na beatles na pinapabili nya. naku di ko pa pala nabibili yun tsk tsk..

salamat sa nagregalo!

or sneak away to what???

suddenly winter is killing me. its been raining the whole damn week and its
soooooo cold.. the icy wind gets underneath my pants it chills me to death! oh my where’s sun god?
the displays at the old town screams out spring spring spring.. but its ssssooooooo cold.

when i enter my room the carpet feels damp as well as my sheets and pillows.
and i dont really like the idea of heater, i feel suffocated everytime the warm air blows. what should i do now?
the streets are wet and slippery so as the freeway, except for 110 which is always always heavy traffic.

i need to list down my to do list or rather to buy list this weekend. im all excited to go shopping again but the weather report says
we will have rain until monday. so what to do this weekend — bore myself to death, cry all day and say i wanna go home im rebooking now!!!
but because of the freezing weather, beside me is my hand cream and i will never forget to apply it on every 10 freakin’ minutes.
or maybe i will just keep on thinking about the new ipod nano pink, then maybe.. the universe will conspire and listen to my desire.

i saved enough to get the neverfull pm bag but i guess we are not destined for each other. i mean what im gonna do with 700$ bag?
i say its not worth it. i’ll just let it go for now. hoping that someday someone will just lay the bag on my hand for free.

its been so long since i’ve listened to 93.1 it feels good.. have  you heard the song no air? i fall inlove everytime i hear the song. it goes like this..
If I should die before I wake
It’s ’cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air

I’m here alone, didn’t wanna leave
My heart won’t move, it’s incomplete
If there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
‘Cause my world revolves around you
It’s so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
It’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
It’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon’ be without me
If you ain’t here, I just can’t breathe
It’s no air, no air

mario party come to mama..

ohh that’s what im gonna do this weekend play the new toy..

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DS LITE COMING..

just when the holidays are over

im praying that this homesick thing will be over. every single day i daydream about the philippines. how each morning i am greeted with few sneezes due to allergic rhinitis, whatever. i miss my tapsilog, i miss dilis, sinangag and itlog na maalat.

i miss eat bulaga so badly that whenever i got the chance to watch it here i need to watch it twice. i miss megamall soooooo much.

i miss movies, kfc, cavana and ohana. i miss sm department store though its fun to shop at target, walmart, saks and bloomingdales. i still miss the laid back style of sm, where i can walk in tsinelas. even if people here don't really care what you wear, you still need to wear shoes with sock and jacket cause the wind is freezing.

and oh i bought my first chucks in kids section size 3 cause size 4 wont fit :p i got my dad one too but of course not in kids.

i hate american burgers they are too big! i love ihop! but still can't finish the whole meal. but im super craving for sinigang na bangus sa bayabas, yum yum yum!

clarrisse, pam and i saw each other again after 5 years?! i miss them so much and it feels sooo good having good ol friends around. thanks calits for picking me up and driving me home. we also plan to visit big bear mountain where we can experience snow!!!

and yes, victoria's secret just had it's annual sale but as expected racks are almost empty. fragrances are still on sale and panties too..

i miss paying bills at globe just for the heack of it.

i miss fx. mrt. lrt. jeepneys. and. tric.

i miss watsons though walgreens are way way better.

toys r us - heaven!

i miss pao and boying- the two monsters.

i miss mayne, i want to hug her and kiss her endlessly i miss her say: tita ada do you have something?  i  will buy her dora toys and barbie and clothes all in pink!

i miss lola's daily phone call. everyday she'd call if everyones awake and at the end of the day she'll check again if everone's home. sweet.

i miss pirated dvds!

the bi-polar christmas

it's been awhile since i first arrived here and as days pass by i'm starting to get used to the ways of lives here, and yes it sux big time. people here wakes up early try to catch the train, work, eat lunch as fast as they could return to work goes home at six ang oh no mall after work cuz mall closes at 7.

and when you go shopping make sure you do your math well cuz they charge city tax for every single thing.

starbucks here is more expensive and less variety and the baritas are not that friendly.

im afraid of homeless people cuz, one they look like someone who can kill you with no mercy; second they smell really bad and third it seems that people here are all stoic.

it feels really bad when you're away to your family. yes i wanted it but now i want to run home and feel safe again.

there were nights when i cry so hard i almost puke. few times i fall asleep crying. and for the weird reason of missing home. cuz back then i wouldn't want to stay home i always want to go out and let time pass in *megamall. and now those are the places i miss the most.

im craving for kare kare, sinigang na bangus sa bayabas, fried tilapia, lucky me pancit canton, iced tea, jollibbe, kwek kwek, fruit shake, nilagang baka, sinabawang isda, my mom's spaghetti, tita chay's leche flan, bopis, dinuguan and the list goes on. i still need to wait for another month or so to satisfy my taste buds cravings.

the good thing is that i was able to spend time with lolo pods and lola pacing for the holidays. went to six flags and ate at papa john's.

i also got the chance to bond with nat again. ever since they lived in the states we never got the chance to bond and catch up.

i miss my family so much. but knowing they misses me too was never really bad at all. its better that way than knowing they never miss you at all. but i missed the holiday cheers, the food, the  gift givings, and yes even with web cam on, still nothing beats personal or physical contact with your love ones.

to be continue..

uh hu…

6 FLAGS!

come chase me..

;P

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thanks allen!

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