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the most demanding person i have ever known:

ERMY VARGAS

he demands like there's no tomorrow.. he calls sony's customer service saying "you wasted my time, i need my stylus.. that's all i need. i left everything ang went to balintawak to get my stylus only to find out the store only opens until 6pm"; miss wala ng seat for us? tawagan mo nga to. - these are just some lines but hey he's a sweet guy inside..  

the most emotional, symapathetic, cry-baby yet laughs wickedly person i have known is:

ALEXANDREA WEBB

she was talking to a friend, and that friend is celebrating his birthday in less than a month. the friend recalls his childhood that not even once he had a birthday party. all of a sudden she turns red and teary eyed and holding her tears while asking "hindi nga? totoo?" we stared at her and asked "o baket ka umiiyak?" we came to conclude that she is somewhat pity him.. so i laughed my ass off as loud as i can - because she's crying. BUT when she laughs because you are in a situation between humilation and dehumanization, you just want to stock up her throat with a big fork 

the only person i know who can keep her mounth shut for 5 hours:

ANNA LOUBELLE LUIS 

you know she sings for a rock metal band, hello sepultura. and yet when you talk to her you will hear a soft voice. a voice so gentle. she rarely talk to us.. so..

the only person that can make everything looks funny and can make fun of himself well:

PAUL CHRISTIAN RUIS

need to say more?

eyeloveit

pre-christmas gift for me…

please please please  

my lucky no.

WELCOME TO

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its the price we pay..

you said i am your reason : i told you my reasons : you tried to understand : we tried to stop the pain from biting : it's not working : you've been holding these tears all this time : my dreams are big : you don't want to steal it : but stealing it is the easiest way to keep : time matters : so does opportunity : it goes together : if i let it pass time wont hold : throwing it all up in the air : i follow a dream : still reaching for it : almost there : i could smell it : we are together : one way : no entry maybe : but you did not dreamt of my dreams : you kept still : waiting : as i move forward and forward : it became heavy : almost not breathing : im pulling you with me : i can see you're not going : letting me to move forward : reach the dream : to live it : the pain is biting really hard now: do i regret the dream? : no : for i have a purpose : you'll find yours soon :  it's gonna be you and me : like the way we used to be : 

before conducting a job offer..

a farewell song..

MPD Idea V1.2

ada1: in style ang baggy?
ada2: oo

ada3: di ba sabi.. tska di ba si ces tska si daph mas gusto ang baggy tska sa singapore madaming baggy
ada2: kamusta naman yun?! close kayu?

ada1: baka dito sa asia.. e sa west?
ada2: di mo ba nakita sa runway, duh?
ada3: onga kaso di ba eng eng naman kung ok dun at dun pero dito hindi
ada1: i don't care

ada2: pero in fairness nakakapayat
ada3: so pangarap mong maging anorexic cum bulimic cum cokehead..?
ada1: HINDI eng eng naman 'to illusyon lang ng baggy na payat ka..
ada1: e andami ko ng maluluwag na damit kasi nga outdated na ang baby tee.. tska hanging blouse, carry na yan. yaan mo na..

ada3: malamig sa states.. mag winter na
ada2: o anu naman ngayun andun ka ba?
ada3: hindi naman nangangarap lang. gusto ko mag winter boots e baket ba?!
ada2: ok, mangarap ka na lang muna dyan

ada1: cute naman ang baggy na damit
ada2: onga, kung nasa high street ka!
ada3: bahala ka na nga.. mag baby tee ka, tas bakat na bakat yung bra mo! wahaha

dreams are made for waking..

very seldom i would remember my dreams.. sometimes it was so vivid but when i wake up its gone. there are times when its blurry and uncertain but then i remember. there are instances where im surrounded with big snakes and i wont wake up. and yes, i do have dreams having my wishes granted, and just when i am about to get it in my hands i will suddenly wake up. bad dreams for me are physically tiring.. i dreamt once or twice about me and ace fighting so hard i ended up hurting him, hitting him on his face, kicking, slapping and the worst part is: in his side its as if nothing has happened leaving me tired and more angry. sigh*

last night was one of my weirdest dreams. maybe because i cant sleep well, my mind wont shut. which might be the cause of it, you know excretion of hormones (hormonal imbalance? please no), and other things that the brain might be up to. first plot was i guess a parking area, almost midnight people are waiting for something. and then i realized that they are waiting for an all girl band with my girl friend ____ on vocals! she's a rocker now??? she started to sing like any other girl band do but while she sings i noticed she had lost her two front teeth and she keeps on smiling (hahaha). as the concert ended i feel tired and wanted to go to the park. eventually the setting was changed into an old school building i had this feeling that its in new york (wala lang gusto ko lang ma-feel siguro). then there's the boss (its not aac or paul, its somebody blurry and unconcrete) looking at me while an old friend was there standing inside the elevator and  wanted me to go with him but i was having second thoughts. but just when the elevator doors was about to close i decided to get in and go wherever he might be going. i felt a warm embrace but im not sure where its coming. and then i saw a shiny red car. its jjp's new car (hahaha) somebody (just a voice, i think) asked me to go somewhere.. its a paradise he said (whoever he was). i remember climbing an abandoned building it has this autum athmosphere, where trees are gold and dried leaves on the floor. i was just walking with other people i dont know. and when we reached the peak they started reading a book and they are just there, sitting and reading thier books. i never realized what kind of book they're reading until i get to hold it in my hands..its a bible. and while trying to read it, it becomes too fragile, the book started to tear apart and im so scared of holding it and tearing it and i was asking why??? the feeling started to become heavy..

my alarm's not yet ringing.. i reached for my phone to see what time is it and i was surprised i woke up 10 mins earlier.. 

to think that i slept around 12am. its not fair to wake up 10 mins earlier.. 

?

"you are the person who put my heart back together"

funny!?@+=($^^

kung sabihin sayu ng ex mo yan, anung gagawin mo? tapos may gf na sya for 3 yrs ikaw din meron na for 7 yrs.. matatawa ka ba? o maaawa? hayaan na lang? ako dead, yun na!

how to google..

telephone rings..

"hello"

tnq: yes?

gay guy from wack wack: panu kumuha ng e-ticket?

tnq looks at me with big eyes as if she's having an emergency

tiny: huh? e di sa website ng philippine airlines

or hanapin nya sa google e-ticket;

wala si ace di ko kaya explain yan 

tnq: anung webiste? pal.com.ph? philippineairlines.com

tiny: hello i-google nyo kaya!

tnq: i-google mo daw

ggfw: panu yung google?

tnq: i-type mo lang dun sa address box, google.com.

ggfw: im on mac.. saan yun?

tnq: dun sa box na mahaba.. 

ggfw: anung spelling ng google?

tnq:  G - double O - L - E

tnq: ano ok na?

tiny: hindi sya marunong? 

hindi pala sya ganun ka haytek! lintek! 

nice one wawawe! 

mood: happy, excited, nervous!

music: reason, earth wind and fire  

02:17 pm - Tycoon Center - Thinking, Dreaming, Wishing

having too much on my plate makes me crave for something more..

a day or two in vieux chalet, a swiss cozy paradise somewhere in antipolo..  been there last january but i've been wanting to come back..

i dream that one day..

today i made a very BIG decision, something that will surely change my world. you see i dream of dreams. and until i make a move out of those dreams they will not happen because dreams needs a little push as well. so i face fear and the battle now bigins. at this very moment my fingers are shaking.. my heart beat is rising. oh Lord make this thing happen! i am decided. with the help of my family and friends im one step closer. and tomorrow it will be another step closer. Lord help me fight this. im. very. very. very. excited! even if this might be a leap of faith i know my God will be my provider. i remember in grade school where he is my constant companion. the time where i would pray from the moment i wake up to the time i fall asleep. the time when waiting for a ride is a time spent with a good friend who answers only in my mind. He's been my provider.. as always. i remember in grade four when dms are a big hit.. i want the ankle boots and i blame it to my tito's who influence me to be a little to boy'ish back in the day.. sigh sigh. and yes, i was talking to god about the shoes. getting older grew me a little away to Him. you see its a little baduy when you talk to God. the warmth of our relationship started to fade slowly. sure there are times when i need back up and i run to Him but not that usual conversations when i would tell him i am mad or anxioux or bitter and happy and excited and all.. the thought of having Him all the time gives me much confidence to took Him for granted. He will always be there, right?  so now, yes i definetly need Him. He has his plans for me and though its still blurry im taking this step. NO. MATTER. WHAT.

its hard for an empty bag to stand up right..

(17:34:02) Dave: aba aba
(17:34:15) Dave: lebel lebel ang status ha
(17:34:22) ada: yes
(17:34:27) ada: hehehehe
(17:34:44) Dave: malay mo mamahalin ang bag na ito…
(17:35:22) ada: ayy naku kahit pa.. hindi parin ito tatayu ng tama
(17:35:42) ada: pwedeng tabingi or pwedeng liparin ng ipo-ipo
(17:36:09) Dave: lol

due to depression

last week was not a very pleasant week iam depressed.  i dont usually say depressed because for me its a serious matter.  iam depressed mainly because of the people around me. work. family. and many other things.

work. there are things that happened that i believe shouldn't have. whether true or not the 25%-35% increase pains me. that is mainly because i believe that if a certain rule in an organization is implemented it should be for everybody, no excemptions. whether you are a manager, officer, staff, helper or julalay. 12% is for excellent performers. and for me excellent means flawless, perfect attendance for 1 year (meaning sinayang nya ang 5-10 days VL), never as in never did the client gave a negative feedback.. lahat ng output nya tama. with perfect grammar and pure charisma. this person also shows a very good interpersonal relationship with his/her co-worker (hindi plastic, hindi umeeksena at higit sa lahat hindi parasite sa paghingi ng yosi?!). also he/she has this charisma or the x factor for all humanity as in good friend for everybody. also, this person knows his job very well. kahit nakapikit kaya nya. the word  flawless tells it all.

"can you please give me a brief idea how does an employee who were given 25%-35% increase for their monthly basic salary perform? just so i would know. how flawless a person can be? "

and with that iam so craving for..

my mom has been very busy. and spends a lot of her time doing volunteer work. its nice of her though. we just need a little time to discuss something really important.. GELO! so now i just want..  

the 2am-10am shift bothers me, really. i acted cool about it. the time spent together were mostly rest time as well so no time for talking.. just hand me the smacker please..