im worried…

its gonna be 10 more days.. but my boxes aren’t ready yet and i’m scared my bagages will be over weight! i dont know if i can still pack my clothes and shoes and bags!!! i dont wanna leave ‘em here.. im starting to get really frustrated..

charge to experience

in few hours im heading northern california to visit my family. im excited. the last time ate jen and i were together was in ‘97 and yeah time flies. i remember her during our reunio, one of her toe finger got infected with that she needs to buy "saklay" for her support. and after 10 years we will meet again. she’s already married to uncle dan. i haven’t met him but he seem to be a good guy. when i was younger like 5 or 6, ate jen would ask me to sleep in their house and promised me to give the pink huge dollhouse. i agreed. but fairview q.c. scared me alot back then. i felt so far away from my parents and i was sobing because im afraid they might not return me to my parents. the story ended and the dollhouse never made in our house. **sigh. if only i knew that there’s no way they are keeping me away from my papa and mama.

so today at 6pm im flying to san jose then driving to vallejo. hopefully, lolo pods, lola pacing, tita helen and allysha will visit us in lola flor’s place. cuz im not sure if i’d have a lot of time to spend with each family that i need to visit. it’s gonna be a busy weekend for me. i hope ate jen and i can go shopping. i want to see forever21 in sf. someone told me its a three storey store. it will drive me crazy! **sigh. if only i have so much to spend. golden gate fascinates me but i’m more excited in reuniting with my family. at least share a story or two from manila. catching up matters to our family. everybody loves everyone. sure there were conflicts, ups and downs, but its amazing how God makes wonders in our family.

im all excited and nervous. im travelling from downtown la to union station to lax ALONE. yes alone dear. im scared but i know i can make it to lax!

northern california tour update really soon..

xoxo

Top Ten: Food

1.sinigang na bangus sa bayabas

2.enseladang mangga

3.adobong tuyo

4.bopis

5.fruit salad

6.korean noodle and beef stew

7.kfc chicken original at last may gravy

8.mango royale

9.inihaw na tilapia/porkchop/chicken

10.kwek-kwek,fishballs,squidballs, etc..

happiness

You know some kids ask us what happiness really is.
Well, to me happiness is a hamburger, going to the movies, new clothes.
Well, what’s your happiness

My happiness is a hotdog sandwich, new rubber shoes, new t-shirts,
new jeans and also my favorite part of happiness is LOVE.

Happiness is two kinds of ice cream
Finding your skate key, telling the time
Happiness is learning to whistle
Tying your shoe for the very first time
Happiness is playing the drum in your own school band
And happiness is walking hand in hand

Happiness is five different crayons
Knowing a secret, climbing a tree
Happiness is finding a nickel
Catching a firefly, setting him free
Happiness is being alone every now and then
And happiness is coming home again

Happiness is morning and evening

Daytime and nighttime, too

For happiness is anyone and anything at all
That’s loved by you

Happiness is having a sister

Sharing a sandwich

Getting along
Happiness is singing together when day is through
And happiness is those who sing with you
Happiness is morning and evening
Daytime and nighttime, too
For happiness is anyone and anything at all
That’s loved by you

mood: cheerful

rebooked

finally..

PR103

LAX-MIA

0430 - 10:35 PM

0502 - 5:55 AM

im so **excited** and i just can’t hide it!

resize, polish or return

im not sure but i.. i am depressed. its not easy for me to admit but as i understand it im deeply depressed. nothing in this world could make me feel better. everything seems mixmatched. i dont know.. this hormone thing is driving me crazy. this chaotic world is taking my inner peace away. sure, i should not blame my issues on anything but im feeling kinda out of myself for the past few days. is it pre birthday sydrome?  at my age i should be partying. i should take things careless-ly, like dropping the martini glass is never an issue. i should be whinning. i should be getting wasted. i should be dancing barefoot. i should be loved (that sound like it doesn’t make any sense at all). i should but i couldn’t.

you see, the least person that i expect to upset me are the ones who just (unluckily) upsets me snap easy. and im defenseless. they want that. they hate that. they wish for this and that.. which left me with a confused-disoriented-panicky-bored-jumpingjack-sometimes-mulfunctioning mind that excretes weird juices that travels through my whole system. which by the way causes my depression..

or is it because

i lack sleep 

because aside from having regular tv shows i watch gossip girl on my ipod (btw, new ep 0421) whoooo..

i can’t seem to finish my shopping list

i need mooollllllaaaaahhh

i lack some lovin’

or

sanity is just so overrated

i know but still..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY B!

love, kisses and hugs..

-b-

good laugh.. well at least for me

hindi ko alam kung mababaw ako o ano pero natawa naman ako dito:

Lugar na pinanggalingan: São Paulo,
Brazil

Pagbigkas:
ah-vai-YAH-nas (Brazilian Portuguese) -tama naman pala ako
hah-vee-ah-naz (American English)
OMG!-hAH-va- yaH-naZz!! (Filipino)

Materyal na ginamit: Malupit na goma
(High-quality rubber).

Presyo: Hindi ko alam. Ganito na lang,
1 pares ng Havaianas = 100 pares ng
Spartan.

Mga nagsusuot: Mga konyotik at mga
mayaman.

Malulupit na katangian at kakayahan:
- Masarap isuot.
- "Shock-absorbent "
- Malambot ngunit matibay.
- Makukuha sa sandamakmak na kulay,
disenyo at burloloy.
- Maaaring isuot sa loob ng Starbucks.
- Mainam na pang-japorms.
- Mainam i-terno sa I-Pod at Caramel
Macchiato.
- Mapipilitan kang maglinis ng mga
kuko mo sa paa.
- Maaari ka nang mag-dikwatro sa loob
ng mga pampublikong lugar at sasakyan.
- Magiging "fashionable" ka kapag ikaw
ay nagkukuyakoy.

Olats na mga katangian:
Mahal!
Mahal!
Mahal!

Pangalan: Spartan

Lugar na Pinanggalingan: Metro Manila,
Philippines

Pagbigkas:
spar-tan (American English),
is-par-tan (Filipino).

Materyal na ginamit: Pipitsuging goma
(Low-quality rubber).

Presyo: Wala pang 50 pesos.
Isang pares ng Spartan = 20 piraso ng
pan de coco.

Mga nagsusuot: Ako at ang masa!
Nyahaha!

Malulupit na katangian at kakayahan:
- Maaring ipampatay sa ipis.
- Maaring ipampalo sa mga batang  — tama tama
suwail at damuho.
- Pwedeng ipanglusong sa baha at
putikan.
- Pwedeng ipamalengke.
- Mainam gamitin sa tumbang-preso.
- Mainam gawing "shield" kapag
naglalaro ng espa-espadahan.  — nakakatawa yung word na shield sa phrase nya
- Mainam isuot sa siko bilang
proteksyon habang naglalaro ng piko.
- Mainam na pambato sa picha o
shuttlecock na sumabit sa puno.
- Mainam na pangkulob sa pumuputok na
watusi.  — nostalgia baby
- Kapag ginupit-gupit nang
pahugis "cube," e maaari mo nang
gawing pamato sa larong Bingo na
kadalasang makikita sa mga lamay ng
patay).

Olats na mga katangian:
* Madaling magkawalaan kapag hinubad
dahil halos pare-pareho lang
ang hisura.
* Masakit isuot kapag may mga balahibo
ang mga daliri mo sa paa.
* Minsan kapag ipinambato mo ito sa
picha o shuttlecock na
nakasabit sa puno, e nadadamay pati
yung tsinelas.  — onga!