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April 4, 2008

im not sure but i.. i am depressed. its not easy for me to admit but as i understand it im deeply depressed. nothing in this world could make me feel better. everything seems mixmatched. i dont know.. this hormone thing is driving me crazy. this chaotic world is taking my inner peace away. sure, i should not blame my issues on anything but im feeling kinda out of myself for the past few days. is it pre birthday sydrome? at my age i should be partying. i should take things careless-ly, like dropping the martini glass is never an issue. i should be whinning. i should be getting wasted. i should be dancing barefoot. i should be loved (that sound like it doesn’t make any sense at all). i should but i couldn’t.

you see, the least person that i expect to upset me are the ones who just (unluckily) upsets me snap easy. and im defenseless. they want that. they hate that. they wish for this and that.. which left me with a confused-disoriented-panicky-bored-jumpingjack-sometimes-mulfunctioning mind that excretes weird juices that travels through my whole system. which by the way causes my depression..

or is it because

i lack sleep

because aside from having regular tv shows i watch gossip girl on my ipod (btw, new ep 0421) whoooo..

i can’t seem to finish my shopping list

i need mooollllllaaaaahhh

i lack some lovin’

sanity is just so overrated

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