dear u,
i hate you and i despise you.
you're truly unfair.
you smell like a rotten politics
you look like a deceit
your corrupt personality stinks a room full of therapy
you mislead things to an illusion infused reality
in the past we could be good friends and so in the future
but not now, not really now
lets keep things as it is, for now
hellos and goodbyes are at must but occasional bonding and sharing would be as impossible
please please please
you make me sick
just do me a little favor
get away
run over the hills and swim to the rivers
hate,
ada
my grandmother from US called early this morning.. my mom and my good lola were talking while i was rushing to go to the office when my moma said: "oh len, kausapin ka daw ng lola mo". i spoke: hello la, how are you? few exchanges of word and kamustahan.. she dearly said, "opo, mahirap manganak ng may edad na, tutal may trabaho ka na.. maayos naman.. sayang naman ang panahon". i was in complete shock.. confused in struggling mind.. paalam na ba kami? hala hehehe. but the excitement dies when i saw the clock ticking, naku malalate na ako walang fx na! so i hurriedly rush.. it was just this very minute that the conversation has sunken in my very deep yet floating soul. dis she just asked me to get married eh? why o why do i have to go through this. im just 23 y/o and im getting nuts over the wedding thing! nyahahahhaha.. ok ok late this year.. if God would allow we will tell them that we have plans already. DO NOT by any reason put too much pressure on me, please!
these are my choices of wedding gown..
Assorted Mints from Altoids $10.00
Baccarat Crystal Heart Bracelet $225.00
Casio Cameras $300.00
Chic In Paris: Style Secrets & Best Addresses by Susan Tabak $28.00
Dearfoam Slippers $25.00
Deborah Lippman Nail Polish Kit $80.00
H. Stern Earrings $1,000.00
Hayden Harnett Makeup Bag $65.00
Kacey K Pendants $1,050.00
Poivre Piquant and Piment Brulant Fragrances from L'Artisan $170.00
Laura Mercier Cosmetics $99.00
Lierac Skin Care Products $119.00
Laurel Denise Necklace $108.00
LG Chocolate Phone $150.00
Longchamp Bag $120.00
Luca Luca Gift Certificate $500.00
Madame Paulette Spot Cleaning Kit $50.00
Phaidon Paris City Guide $9.00
Phyto Hair Care Products $92.00
Sally Nails Manicure Kit $12.00
Swarovski Crystal-Encrusted iPod Shuffle $150.00
Totes Umbrella $25.00
Piper Heidsieck Champagne $5.00
White & Warren Wraps $200.00
Flora Nikrooz Nightgown $200.00
Alain Mikli Sunglasses $500.00
Michel Cluizel Chocolate $75.00
Plantronics Headsets $53.00
Lia Sophia Red Crystal Deco Ring $150.00
Lia Sophia Clear Crystal Baguette Bracelet $1,500.00
Lia Sophia White Cabachon Earrings $200.00
Lia Sophia Crystal Ring $75.00
Lia Sophia Crystal Panel Bracelet $675.00
Total: $8,020!
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kahit isang buwan akong mag bridesmaid kung ganito naman ang token of appreciation.. go lang ng go! hehehe
Source: OK! Magazine
sundays are family day for us. good food is served hot and stories are endless. we had bachoy last sunday for lunch the best i think, the pork is tender and i can smell ginger and garlic.. oh well so much of that i have bad colds and cough right now. which leaves me to have numb tongue.. i cant taste anything!
dear God,
jan, gradeschool super best friend: miss na kita bru, yung anak mo di ko pa nakikilala sa personal huhuhu.. ninang ako ha! pero in fairness ha sexyness ka paren hayy.. masarap ba ha? miss ko na ang mahahabang kwentuhan naten..love you!
judith, gradeschool friendship: saan ka man naroroon.. sana isipin mo nandito lang kami.. nag adik ka kasing bata ka! basta pag may time ka ha. azar ka naman wala kang friendster buti pa si jan, cute ng mga baby nyo.. siguro yung sayu uhhmm nag aaral na? miss you bruha!
ny, ganun din pero transferee kaya late ang friendship: ny, lam ko mayaman ka na.. padalhan mo naman ako kahit bag lang! toink! uy in fairness ha may papa ka na.. hehehe miss din kita dumaldal
jeng, grade6 seatmate: hoy anu ka ba! nagtataray ka lage azar ka din lagi kitang nakikita sa busko nung hs tayu pero busy ka sa mga "friends" mo lage. kamusta mo ako kay ate florice? i miss our kwentuhan sobra!!!
lilia crisol, first and last hs best friend: hoy babae! di ka na nagparamdam nakakainis ka naman e.. nung graduation ko wala ka, nung debut ko wala ka din anu ka ba!!! pero promise miss na miss din kita..mag kape naman tayu minsan!!!
renalyn, closest red hair buddy: ui di ka naman nag txt! nakasabay kita papasok tapos nag exchange tayu ng cellphone number, tnxt kita di ka nag reply hehehe.. miss you too bakla!
mary ann: oi flight attendant ka na ba? pangarap mo yung di ba? kamusta ka na??? kami paren di ace 
balitaan mo ako.. si myleen sure ako kinakamusta ka lage..
myleen: adik ka di ako galit sayu, dalhin mo si baby mo sa bahay.. ikaw naman kasi matigas ang ulo mo!
pam: ikaw na babae ka.. hehehe lagi akong online pero di nyo ako kinakausap
clarisse: cute ni andrea buti na lang di nag mana sayu. miss ko ang kakikayan mo
cherry: kamusta naman ang dubai? bakla ka kikay ka sa mga pics mo
ate jho: ikakasal ka na daw sabi ni camile?! wow at 4 mos preggy!! hahaha uy imbitahin mo naman ako sa kasal mo! love you
to be continue…
swerte ni ms len tska ni sir paul, na approved na ang us visa nila para sa convention.. hay buti pa sila.. sana maexperience ko din matatakan ng US Visa ang pangalan ko!!!
congrats for the both of your and good luck! dont forget our pasalubong!
friday: uwe ng madaling araw tapos puyat dapat gising ng saturday ng tanghali pero ang inet pramis! ordinary friday for us, fridays are meant for longer hours together.. anu ba yan chizwhiz! haha tapos antok na antok na ako nun.. kaya umwe kami mga 2am.. di naman kami uminom basta normal lang hehehe may sense ba yung sinabi ko?
saturday: uuwe si lola!!! yippppiiieeee masarap ang ulam!!!! sabi ko hindi ako kakain ng almusal para kahit madami akong kainin sa tanghali! naligo na ako kasi medyo mainit ang feeling ko.. pero nag iisip na akong mag mall, magbayad sa mall tapos mag ikot na din.. sasama ko sana si pao kaso ang kulit nun.. pag si ace naman naku di ako makakaikot ng husto.. so ako na lang mag isa.. nagpaalam ako kay lolo kasi nakatulog si lola sabi ko mag babayad lang ako ng globe e naisip ko bigla: hmpp wala pa naman silang binibigay na bill tska ko na lang sila bayaran mag shopping muna ako.. bahala na si pedro! nag hanap ako ng dress nakita ko yun sa pic ng isang old friend tapos sabi ng current friend ko meron daw sya nun nabili nya daw sa topshop.. naghanap ako ng kagaya nun sa ibang store kaso wala.. ayoko naman na lumipat ng ibang mall kasi ang init tska yoko naman magpakalayulayu pa.. e di wala tuloy akong nabili hehehe yaan mo na.. ayy may nakita pala ako sa mango sabi ko bibilhin ko yun pagdating ng hsbc ko e wala pa.. ngayun sabi ko kay jaime tawag sya sa hsbc para malaman ko na.. hay azar.. ayun balik sa mall.. nag punta ako sa cinderella kasi dun merong shoes na parang galing sa hongkong.. tapos e wala akong nagustuhan.. sa seventeen tumingin ako ng polo ayun meron naman akong nabili.. ikot ako ng ikot.. di ko nararamdaman ang gutom pero natatakam ako sa mais e yung manong naman wala sa stall di na ako nag tyaga mag antay sa kanya.. tapos maya maya naisip ko bibili ako ng slacks kasi lalo akong lumalaking tingnan sa maong tska parang mas sosyal ang slacks di ba? wala ako masyadong nakikitang maong sa runway charing! nakabili naman ako 2 isang brown tska gray.. pag bumibili ako ng damit hindi ko iniisip kong saan ko ipe-pair. wala lang e ganun e. umwe ako around 2 na yata.. gutom na gutom na ako.. panu ba naman e kape lang ako nung umaga tapos konting sugar pa.. nung hapon inintay ko lang si ace tapos nanood na kami ng tv.
sunday: excited akong mag church! guest kasi sa church yung si frank drummer ng barbie's cradle.. wala akong idea sa storya ng buhay nya pero alam ko may maganda syang sasabihin. akala ko nga hindi sasama si ace kasi sabi nya "dun" daw sa isa sya mag church.. ok fine, hapon na tapos sabi ko mag sisimba ako. sabi nya sama na daw sya. ok fine again. nung nasa church na iniisip ko maprepressure si gibson (sya yung drummer ng praise team– azteeg yun), tska yung ibang artist sa stage.. pero hindi naman.. ang galing nga e.. asteeg sila sa stage pati yung mga dancers. ung service parang naging mini 3 hrs praise and worship. nung panahon ni kuya Onad galing na galing ako sa praise team, para silang nag ba-back to back lage sa second service.. pero ngayun!!!! asteeg sa pinaka asteeg.. (love your own di ba!) jay cauca on violin, ian of keyboards– galing din, at si gibson hanep sa pag palo din! so yun tama na baka laki ulo na ahihihi.. after service gutom na si ace.. sabi ko sa sm centerpoint na lang kami kumain kasi may ucpb dun magwiwidraw ako.. sinama na namin si pao as always kasi lagi naman syang may star.. andaming yao sa jollibee kaya lumipat kami dun sa aurora.. hehehe ayun sabi ko kay pao bago sya mag ice cream ubusin nya muna yung chicken nya.. nung naubos na sabi namin ni ace tara na, ngunit sabi nya: ha? uuwe na tayu hindi pa nga tayu nag iicecream eh! fine oh fine. bumili kami wala naman magagawa si ate e. tapos pauwe na kami ayoko ng mag lakad sabi ko kay ace mag taxi na kami.. nag taxi nga. na feel ko ang pagod.. ngunit hindi naman gaano.. sa bahay, mag assignment pa si dessa.. naku dapat ginawa nya na to nung friday or saturday pa.. pero ok lang di na ako antok e.
whew, haba na ng nasabi ko… di ko naman alam kung may magbababasa nito…
sige na nga bye!
ay teka habol lang.. si gibson na ang bagong drummer ng after image!!! congrats!
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im sleepy due to my runny nose and because less and less applicants are coming it gives me more time to spend over the internet, doing blogs, making money, fashion research, celebrity gossip and uhmm updating my profiles. this time meez.com/dalinggai and imeem.com/dalinggai keeps me company.
here's my latest cration..
a very interesting breaking news.
i want to experience the ramp. i swear. but since ace is the one who was striken by this luck. im okay with it..
meanwhile.. i was reading thefastback this morning and saw this beautiful artistry..
gusto ko mag papicture kasama nila
Before the marriage:
He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She: Do you want me to leave?
He: NO! Don't even think about it.
She: Do you love me?
He: Of course!
She: Have you ever cheated on me?
He: NO! Why you even asking?
She: Will you kiss me?
He: Yes!
She: Will you hit me?
He: No way! I'm not such kind of person!
She: Can I trust you?
Now after the marriage you can read it from bottom to the top !!!!
personally i would rather hear people say: ayy tumaba ka..
rather hear them say:
ANTABA MO!!! (giving me the nastiest stare)
i used to be 98 lbs in college
became 100 lbs during hrta days
and now.. thanks to prosperity im over 120 lbs i believe..
i think ace is pretty cool about it but some or most of the people are not.. hehehe
pero ok lang at least maputi ako.. kesa naman na mapayat na maitim or mapayata na maputi.. lalo akong nawawala sa view eh heheheheh
in fairness naman i feel like loosing weight na rin ng konting konti so di na talaga ako ganun ka bilog.. 
need to find a good thinspiration. i want someone who's petite, round face and wavy hair.. i think i have overcome the idea of having my hair relax
enjoy your weekend.. (yeah right as if somebody reads my blog!)
(photo credit from chuvaness)
i heart this bag more than any lv bag that ive seen. much more enormous wheni first saw the multiple colored bag. i was thinking of having an lv bag or a wallet or a coin purse maybe. ace once to give me his coin purse but i insist because it was given to him by his dad. recently i asked him where is it.. he said "uhm nakay papa na uli, sabi ko sa kanya na lang di ko naman kailangan". yes, it was such a disappointment. anyhoo.. i want this bag.. i believe they will launch the bag in greenbelt today.
im holding on to the dream that someday, somewhere my dream bags will come true. in my dream i dreamt on having my lv bag during a surprise birthday celebration where all of my friends and relatives will see my uber cool designer bag. sure iam happy with kate spade {oh my i almost forgot that bag! i should use it before the monogram fever is over}, iam happy with my good ol nine west but surely i will be more than happiest having an lv bag. or maybe save more money and indulge in having a luxe bag, no?
ace and i we're lazy during weekends. most of the time we just sit. do nothing. let time pass. eat. watch tv. it reminds us of old days. but last saturday he felt upset for some reasons and asked me to eat out at a nearby greenwich store. since i crave for spaghetti and i want a to give my hair a little air i agree that we eat out. it seems pretty okay at first though but i misordered ace's meal.. instead of meal "b" i ordered meal "a". the cashier girl looks confused. maybe because the manager stood at her back. our order will include pasta, pizza and chicken. she asked the kitchen boy if "chicken" is already available. she pololitely say " ma'am fifteen minutes pa po yung chicken". i said okay. i paid the bill and took the reciept.
we sat for a bout 5 minutes.. chatting. he was asking me about things. non-sense things. just to let time pass. i was hoping our drinks will arrive soon.
10 minutes.. the only thing that changed was.. uhmmm.. oh yeah the rain has stopped.
12 minutes.. a couple arrived. so? who cares?
i still feel fine about my hair. yes it is naturally wavy, it looks thick back then but now it looks fine. Fine as in okay, not fine as not being thick. i have little bangs now.. forgive me my camera is not working well. anyway, i was thinking on going to the salon and have my hair relax. because for some reason it made me consume a little time trying to iron stright my little vangs. its okay but i find it weird when the rest of my hair is wavy except for my bangs. im thinking of a japanese modern day bangs. i want it.. and so not to relax i wanted a new shoes. for the reason that i've finished the 20 orders of research/feature writers. yes 20 impecable, eloquent writers baby!!! and i wanted to reward my self. i need to check on my cheap thrill list so that i can decide whether to relax or not to relax..
and oh i remember i have another option.. rebonding! which makes your hair really straight. and on the other hand can damage your hair — bigtime!
I was browsing though cosmo's may issue. as expected it is full of advertisent! as my excitement arise looking for good clothes, shoes, bags and feature articles. i came across levi's advertisement regarding women empowerment. levi's always have my hands down. oftentimes they will use very manly advertisements. rarely you see sexy woman wearing levis.. more often you see rocker chicksm adventurous.. someone you will call "one of the boys".
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aien: ateng nabasa mo na ba ang comment ko sayu? nahuli kasi ako ni mommy na kasama namin si fred sa galera. ayun buti di ako sinumbong kay mama chu kundi lagot ako.. wag mo na sabihin kay tita ada ha kasi baka malaman pa nila e mas lalo akong malagot hehehe.. pero ok naman di naman ako pinagalitan.. pinag sabihan lang..
lately i've been thinking about pretending or pretentions. during my younger years i've been taught not to pretend. i tried not to. i remain unspeakable because thats who iam in secondary school. yes i do have rebel days but those are just impulses maybe due to hormones (i love hormose, you can just simply blame your bi-pola mood to them). i kept it cool by being laid back. i sit along building a (where college students where) because i dont like getting exposed. i taught that college students don't give a damn to high school freaks (iam not a freak, its just that i spend my vacant time alone and that gave them a thought that i could be one). i also enjoy looking at college fashion. i also not pretend being cool by smoking and drinking. back then i read candy magazine (alot!) where i usually get my dose of fashion, confidence and grasp from reality. i never realize how important it was not to pretend. i see pretentions as a bad sign of personality. i see it as a monster who destroy every teenager's life..
nakakatawa ang weekend ko. nung friday dapat gigimik kami nila jaymei, andrea at dave. e tapos magbibihis lang sana ako sa bahay e bigla namang pumunta si ace kaya ayun di ako nakaalis. tapos saturday nag overtime akong umaga tapos dapat dadaan ako kay lola para kunin yung mga damit ko e ang init sobra tinawagan ko na lang si gelo at sya na lang ang pinakuha ko. tapos nag mall ako kumain ako sa sizzling plate gutom na gutom ako pano ba naman e alas dos na di paren ako nanananghali. hinihintay ko din ang text ni ace kung sumama sya sa fontana hindi daw. ayun sa sizzling plate ako nag lunch tapos angdami kong nakain, nainis pa nga ako panu yung babaeng kumuha ng order ko mali yung nabigay sakin. nag extra rice pa naman ako kinapos tuloy yung ulam ko. ang sarap din pala ng pineapple orange juice, parang four seasons! wala lang share ko lang. naghanap ako ng shoes after kumain e wala talaga akong mapusuan.. so nag decide na ako na umwe. kasi kung damit naman bibilhin ko e may mga dadating akong bago galing kay lola. tapos
i saw the movie last night with hubby.
i love shrek
i love fiona's voice
im starting to love the color green
the princesses are hilarious
and prince.. just as horrible
baby ogres are also cute
puss never fails to amaze me with his "paawa" eyes
and donkey.. oh with the kids already!
i was just wondering why is the other step sister is with the other princess?
i think that voting as a responsibility and a right at the same time. i never took it as serious as others but now i felt that i neglected some part of it. and it seems that i was not responsible enough. oh bad!
last night when my tito got home from the office he makes chika na agad. the company he works for supported one of the senatoriables under team unity. their company supported the said candidate financially. to think that some workers from that company is underpaid i feel sorry for them. anyway, so we were watching the news and then came flashing the AMA quickcount. he narrates that they make fun of toooottt at work because he fails to you make it to the top 12 of the quickcount. ang then the boss came along uttering: anu? tapos na nga ang bilangan e.. pang no. 7! i feel so bad about it? why? how? we don't know.. naisip ko tuloy: nasayang lang yata ang pag boto ko e! kung kaya naman pala nila mag lagay ng senador kahit walang election baket pa gumastos e yung gusto din pala nila ang masusunod. andumi pa ng ink na to ang tagal matanggal! hhmmpp.. i'll be waiting for the result it senator ____ will make it to the 7th place. i hate him pa naman lalo kasing tumaas ang binabayaran ko dahil sa sinulat nyang law.. oh well!
its funny that i've change blog sites thrice this year for the reason that i could be very careless. let say domain name or i have lost my password. im pretty happy with my new domain and i feel that the domain describes me (ok keep laughing) i feel that if i'll be using the blog for long i should be very confident about it. heres the old link : firegoddess.i.ph pretty chezzy no?
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Oi mare, kelan mo naman ako pakakapehin? Haha! Missing you!
ngiwan ako ng offline messgae sa YM, Ym mo ako kung ano ang sagot. oki..
was here have a great week ahead.
I miss you! Ü
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*new link* im on a .net now 
ola! thanks for addin moi in yer cute lil blogroll =)
^_^ hi! salamat po sa dalaw
hello there. thanks sa pagbisita.
hello!!! nice blog!! is that right? ur getting married? congrats!!!
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Hi pow! napadaan lang po ako! ^_^
well hello there!!!
that'i aien, me and iyam.. 
